Contest of Two Wills

Before I stated how I was downtroddened about why God took away the only thing that really made me feel special and worthy in my eyes. Music is like creating something out of love, much like God created Adam and Eve. For me, each song is like a child I wish the world to hear and raise lovingly in their hearts. How shocked I was to think God suddenly would take this away...

I partly referred to God sending the devil's forces to test my faith. But then, at the same time, I wondered after reading the above book, more preciesely that the devil entered on his own accord and took my gift away then later deceiving me so quickly to blame God for removing a huge part of myself that makes me whole inside. His intention? To make me less a witness to God and less a believer that God is truly my defender in life.



So, the battle of good and evil continues. Perhaps that is why I am beginning to appreciate the Star Wars mythology. The Dark Side and The Force. One can be compelled to join the Dark Side (all about power) versus seeking balance in the universe (way of the Jedi). I mentioned in one of my million blogs how there exists an Anakin and a Luke Skywalker within us all. We ultimately decide which side to fall towards. We choose our path and our destiny depending on what light (or lack of light) we decide to use to guide our steps.

May the force be with you, always!

(Peace be with you!)