Just Like Faith to Slip Me By Again
Okay, here's an analogy. Pretend God is real, I mean really concrete and visible. Everyone knows what he looks like and wants to be His friend. So you learn a bit about Him. You even talk to Him, and it's like you've been friends all your life. Suddenly, without notice, God no longer calls or keeps in touch. Is He still thinking about you? Well, true believers will say, "Of course, you fool. He's just very busy taking care of the world He's created and everything and everyone that occupies it. You are not the center of the universe."....
Which brings me to a case in point. I feel as though God deserted me again. Just when I call I hear nothing. Just when I feel I'm trying to reach out, I feel ignored. Why would God give me a taste of something good only to take it away?...This has been ongoing in my life. For it seems, since I met this so called person, I've met other blessings in terms of finding new friendships because of how this person made me feel about myself. I felt more open to meet new friends and people. I felt more confident in myself...Then...a void enters and suddenly I don't know who I am again....True what they say. Work on yourself before others can get to know you, but I was working on myself at the moment on becoming more spirtual. Was this what drew my friend away?...
God, please do not treat me like some people do. I often feel disposable like tissues or trash that are long forgotten. If I have displeased you, it is only in that I feel so removed from you right now, with these crippling doubts in others who I looked up to. Perhaps my fault was not looking up to You?...But is it not true that you are in other people too?...
posted by Azil @ Sunday, January 14, 2007
3 Comments:
Dear Azil,
God is always there. He is like a radio station always playing, but somes the station is not in tune or we have the radio turned off. Sometimes He has stepped into a different room and wants you to follow but u haven't. Try praying and asking God to reveal anything in your life that He may want to fix. And sometimes we still have to praise and worship even if we don't feel Him. Have faith you are the most important thing on his mind.
To whomever you are,
Thanks for your encouraging words of faith. It is amazing how technology can still be helpful in some ways, while most times advancement in technology can introduce more ways of suffering...You've shown that there ARE people out there who care for others, especially those reaching out to God. Let us build a cybernetwork for others to believe that God hears them :)
Dear Azil,
Gods hears us all the time. It's us that don' take time to listen for our answer. I've read some of your other posts and it sounds as if ur on the right track. Do you attend a church? My church is sometimes called crazy but God is moving mightly there. People hear God all the time. We have a prophectic ministry and people are getting healed all the time from things like cancer, back problems, seizures and my boy was delivered from autism. I'd like to hear more from u.
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